You know you really need sleep when you take off your eyeliner at night, and still keep going coz you thought that your dark circles were traces of stubborn eyeliner!

BLAST!!!!!

Yesterday was probably one of the most eventful day I've had in AGES!!!!!!!!!

1. Sing Yee..!!!!

I FINALLY got to meet Sing Yee!!!!! How cool is that?? This is the first time EVER that I've met someone from blogging!

She looks so much like Min Li, I seriously mistook her for Min Li at first when I saw her in the dark at Space.

But when I went closer.. we both started freaking out, and I was like..
'YUP! Definitely the crazy Sing Yee'

Meeting her like that in a club was a bit of a shame. Couldn't really talk to her coz I felt bad ditching Carmen,Zia Wen and Howie for periods at a time.

Eh, girl! When you come back.. make sure you gimme a holler k?? We'll go for a drink!


2. Anan Anwar

Yea, you guys are asking, who the hell is this???

He, is a friend. And HE is a Thai pop star.

Last night, I introduced Carmen and Zia Wen to some of guy friends. When we were talking about each other's ethnicities, we figured out almost everyone's.. and then it came to Anan. I could never figure out what ethnicity he is.

'Scottish + Indonesian', he said.
I know, like how did THAT come about, right?? Anyway.. Carmen asked him if he knew how to speak Bahasa Indonesia/Malay.
'Nope! I can only speak English, Thai..'
'*choke* THAI???!!! How? Why?' she replied.
You see.. Carmen spent a couple of years growing up in Thailand, and has a thing for Thai guys. So.. back to the story..
'I was born and raised in Thailand, that's why,' he said.

They started walking off ahead of us in a world of their own, and I just overheard the words 'where' and 'school'.

In less than a minute, the whole bunch of us behind them thought the both of them had gone mad when they jumped up and down like MANIACS!!

*I* was freaked out.

I'd TOTALLY understand if it was just Carmen jumping about like a maniac, but both Carmen AND Anan??? That just looked really weird..

Anyway, turns out they went to the same school.

Right after that, while waiting for the lights to turn green, she asked him..

'Hey, did you know that Anan Anwar's studying here in Sydney???!!?'

He looked at her, smiled and said..

'You haven't got my name, have you.'

Carmen ABSOLUTELY FREAKED OUT (again)!!! Like.. RIGHT OUT OF HER MIND!! She screamed and jumped like a total lunatic!

Zia Wen and I were lost. We had no idea what the hell just happened.

It was only after a while that we got the plot.

Anan Anwar was this pop star back in Thailand and he used to go to her school. She couldn't recognise him coz he used to be this small at that time. She still vividly remembers his music video..

And his guy pals didn't help the situation by singing and dancing to his hit songs that they found on youtube. They actually memorised that Thai song from totally no background Thai knowledge.
Wonders of the brain huh.
What a shame..if only they'd put it to good use..

So yea.. those were the highlights of my night. It was just hilarious when Carmen asked Anan himself if he knew that HE was in Sydney. And I still cant get over the fact that I finally met a total stranger from bloggin!!

Come! Quick! Someone come up to me and ask me if I know SHUEN was in Sydney!! Make me feel like a star for once!! :D

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*ah CHEEEEEEEE*

'Scuze bee..

Got a cold from running around below 10 degrees in just basically a white tank top and jeans. Smart ppl decided to walk to Unilodge from the city too.

MARVELOUS!

This morning, I got up with a cold, and a TERRIBLE SORE THROAT!!!

Now its a cold, a terrible sore throat and a HEADACHE!!

Grrrrrr...

How absolutely MARVELOUS!!!

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Dance

I think I've lost my ability to dance. I've noticed that the past few times I went out clubbing, I hadn't danced like how I used to.

I've lost my flo' yo!

I can't dance anymore... :( ... *sob*..

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Shopping Diary

You know how some ppl on diet keep a Food Diary?? Well, I'm gonna have a shopping diary..

Things I bought from shopping yesterday:

1) Sass and Bide - dark denim jeans
2) Nine West - heels (on sale ok! was SOO lucky to get the second last pair!! Lucky one of them was my size too!!)
3) Cotton On - Ugg boots, hole-y black long sleeved top and black and grey stripe mid-thigh turtleneck jumper.
4) Accesorize - Belt
5) Havaiannas sandals
6) Black with gold rim belt from *omgiforgotthenameoftheshop*
7) Purple jacket from SES ( was seriously cheap!)

I still want my True Religion Joey and Johnny jeans!!But they cost HEAPS!!!

Anyone feeling really generous???

Oxford

I thought that street was home to Juicy Couture and Rock 'n' Republic.. I had NO IDEA it was home to Sass and Bide too!!!!! Double-yipee-yeyyyyy!!!

Man.. I'm gonna be so broke!

Blogthings..

Lack of updates due to exams.

Since I always spend the first 2 hours of the day procrastinating online, I found some time to take quizzes.

Wanna know how I snag a boyfriend???
You probably couldn't care less.. but just.. at least feign interest OK? Dammit!

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake

You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

I don't like to think that I scare those that I attract! That's.. scary!

After taking that test, I saw one at the side of the page where they have a list of em. It's a 'What Pattern Is Your Brain' quiz. What kind of quiz is that??!?!?!??! Sounds like some freaky cross section from dissecting my brain!!!!.. literally!

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Turned out to be utter crap coz I dont have a dreamy mind full of fancy and fantasy.

And my imagination isn't exactly most impressive!

Actually.. that sounds like a pretty accurate description of dear Krystle!

I chose that image coz it's so pretty and sparkly!! Definitely something I can see as material for my shoes or dress!!!Hmmm...

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*Ring*Ring*

I still have one paper to go on Tuesday.

My parents called yesterday. They asked about my papers etc. Yesterday's Physics paper didn't go as well as I'd hope for. There goes my Distinction for Physics. *sigh*

Just before putting down the phone, my dad suddenly said in a VERY STERN VOICE..

'No World Cup ar!!! No watching!'

I didn't dare say anything.

Thoughts of how I stayed up nights to watch the game, forgoing my sleep flashed through my mind.

Thoughts of how I watched a match that finished at 6.30 am and then got up a couple of hours later for my exam at 9.20am crept up beside it.

Thoughts of how I couldn't sleep from the adrenaline generated from the Australia-Japan match bubbled up.

I didn't dare say anything.

AUSSIE! AUSSE! AUSSIE!

Oy! Oy! Oy!

*Phew*

What a game!!!!!!!!! Didn't stay up all night for nothing!!

I SMELL......CARAMEL POPCORN!!!!!

*frantically turns head left, right, up, down*

Where is it coming from?!??!!??!

I'm caramel popcorn-deprived!!!!!! DAMMIT!!!

Bad things come in 3's

1. Went back to get the GORGEOUS black and white polka dot dress that I LOVE SO MUCH!! Only to find out that the store has a 50% off everything deal, and the dress got sold.. :(.. I don't even like polka dots for goodness' sakes!!.. the dress is THAT beautiful!!!

2. Tried catching X-Men III but the times turned out bad.

3. Walked to get my favourite taro pearl milk tea from Eazyway, but the store was closed, like, JUST closed.


The thing that I'm MOST and STILL bummed out about is my DRESS!!!


I should've gone back the day after!!! Dammit!!!

*whine*
*sob*
*throws tantrum*
*punch*
*scream*

Alrite.. running out of childish things to do..

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Titter tatter

1 paper down... 2 more to go!! Wheeeeeee...

Family Guy is random as hell..

Everyone's so stressed out during exam period.
Wish I could be as stressed and diligent in my studies.
Feeling so restless esp when everyone's cooped up and not coming out.
No one wants to play with me.
*sob*

Note : Alex is scary during Exam Period.

Slept for a total of 17 hours straight last night!
Went to bed at 7 in the evening.. got up at about 12..

Alex played with my BBQ sauce squeeze bottle.
He looked at it, and squeezed..
*poooofftt*
The bottle farted in his face!!!




Bimbo moment of the day :
Did you know she's half Chinese?You know what that means???It means that *I* can look half as good as her!!!

Happy Birthday JOANA!!!!!!!!

Joana = Hot, pretty, sociable and sexy.

Hope the birthday surprise was a surprise!! :)

Since its exam period, I couldn't be bothered editing the pics.. so here they are.. raw pics of last night's event!

Since *I* was the photographer, there werent many pics of me..




Bday girl with present.

Bday girl models present.

Getting smashed by cake.



Poser Ping..


Yea, I'm SURE you make a really good assassin, Andrew.

Alrite, better...

Very Hong Kong paparazzi feel huh.. ;) .. this is skill..

Blur but focused on the bday girl.. accidental skill..

Bday girl + photographer of the night

Photographer + Mastermind of the night.

Look who I found silently killing the balloon in the corner?

*surprise surprise*

Initially.. small..

After sucky sucky.. BIG!

OUCH!!!!!

Did you see Dwight Yorke get hit in his balls by the ball in last night's ball-game???

Must hurt SOOOO bad man..

I feel the pain.. although I might not necessarily know how it feels..

Man.. I just realised that all my posts had something to do with football..

-_-

Way to go, Shuen..

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Things said about my physical appearance


1) During Phys replacement lab..

Girl 1 : So.. are you local?
Me : No, I'm from Malaysia.
Girl 2 : You're an international student?
Me : ...yyyeaahh..
Girl 1 : Did you like, grow up here though?
Me : No... *wondering where this conversation's going*
Girl 1 : But... you look like you grew up here!

Is there a 'look' for aussie bred asians? I had no idea!


2) While waiting for the bus with John, he bumped into some Korean friends.

John : Oh, they asked if you were Korean.
Me : O_o


3) From my wonderful frenemy.. He was talking about something characteristic of Chinese ppl, when I quipped that I didn't see that in me.. to which he replied..

Alex : You're not Chinese anymore..You don't look Chinese AT ALL!! You look.. Malay-Malaysian! Oh, wait.. or maybe Indonesian/Filipino.. you know..

Racist Colourist bugger! Just coz I'm tanned...


4) " You've got the most perfect breasts I've ever seen."

Yea, wtf right?


5) Woman : You've got a GORGEOUS figure darlinggg!!!!
Me : What? Oh.. *looks down* REALLY??? O_o
Woman : Yeahhh.. like you don't know that already.. *rolls eyes*

Said a few different times, usually when I'm trying on a stuff in boutiques/malls/shops etc. Might be their marketing ploy to get me to buy stuff.. but please just let me stay in that delusional world for a few minutes please...


6) "You look like Hilary Duff"

Talk about random-ness. I got this a fair bit back in college.



In conclusion.. I think I can pass of as anything other than Chinese to non-Southeast Asians..

FOOTBALL JERSEYS!!!


If anyone sees any football jerseys for GIRLS, can you please PLEASE help buy them for me???

I want:

2 England jerseys (1 for me and 1 for Tina)
1 Australia jersey

If found in Malaysia, please get 'M' size.. If in Australia, please get 'S' or 'XS'!!.. Unfortunately, I don't really know UK/US/Europe sizes.. so.. just.. shoot whichever size you think fits me..

Thank you!

Can you believe that Rebel Sports only made jerseys for GUYS? Is that sexist or what?!

Tina wants the England jersey coz she thinks it's pretty.
*I* want the England jersey coz I realised that they're pretty after Tina said she thinks it's pretty.

But most importantly, I want it coz I'm supporting England this year. In addition to Australia and Brazil.

My favourite player!!!!


Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite


Fantasising about him and all.. until I was brought back down to earth with this..



He's married..DAMN!


Yes, I know that's old news back in 23rd Dec last year..
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ME? 21?


Zoe's friends were over at our place.. I was chatting to one of them while the other 2 went out for a while.

'So.. you're in 3rd year Med Sci?' he asked.
O_o ' No.. I'm in first year.. gonna be in 2nd year in July..'I replied, politely.
'Ohhhh.. ok.. '

We were randomly chatting about something.. which led to..

'I'm not even 20 yet, you know.'he said.
'Oh.. so you're like.. 19 this year?'
'I'm 19 now.. turning 20 in October..'
Excited about finding another year-end baby..I exclaimed..
'OH!!! OH!! Really?!??! I'm turning 19 in November!'
'WHAT?!?!?!??!?!?! O_O I thought you were.. older..'

Door opens. 2 other guys came in.

'Oh, btw.. that's Vincent kor kor there, you know.. the one we were talking about who's wearing his high school uniform?'
'Kor kor? I'm not that old right?'
'OH, guys.. guess what?? She's actually younger than all of us!!!So, yea, you're a kor kor!'

The other guys..

O_O'

Damn saddening.
Can cry wei.

Why don't I look 18??
Can someone tell me??

*sigh*

I've never been able to look my age..
even wayyy back from when I was 4...

At a very young age, I learnt how to sing, and was really proud about it. I ran around, showing off to everyone, only to find that no one was really impressed because I looked a few years older than my age and they EXPECTED me to know how to sing. Damn sad.


Then, when I was about 10-ish, I started 'blooming'. Yes, I was an early bloomer. Thing is, I was really embarassed about it and started shying away from compulsary swimming lessons at school as well as P.E. (Physical Education) lessons. Even when I was wearing my pinafore, which already consisted of 2 layers of cloth, I was still so self-conscious about it, I wore this faint yellow jacket ALL THE TIME.


I remember how I was ALWAYS one of the tallest in the girls' line (yea, I know, what happened right?!). My parents' friends would ALWAYS guess my age wrong! They'd ask me about secondary school, when I really was in primary. My record so far was being asked about COLLEGE when I was 12! Fuckin' eh!


At the age when all girls wanted to look cute and pretty, I was big and awkward. I always felt out of place coz I was SO huge compared to everyone else.

I was a very early bloomer, and at that age, that's a bad thing.
Its funny how I used to want to be shorter/have smaller boobs.. but now.. I wanna be taller, and I don't mind some plumped up boobs..

I'm the total physical reverse of the normal girl.

Since a really young age, I've always been expected to act older than my age, otherwise it wouldn't really 'suit' my physical appearance.

At the age when girls were still running around, playing with guys liberally because we still didn't know what 'gender differences' meant, I was pulled aside and told that its 'not nice' to play like that with guys.

At ballet classes, a few mothers confronted me and openly talked about my rapidly growing buds. It was SO embarassing! And you'd think they'd be discreet and nice about it right? but NOOOOOO... those b*****s had to chat about it and openly criticise me while looking at my chest.. as a group!

My pre-teen and early teen periods were very awkward. I looked absolutely horrible. Honestly!

My fashion sense was all over the place. I'd always wanna wear stuff my other friends were wearing, only I couldn't pull it off coz I was too big for that cute-sy look.

I was a 12-year-old trapped in a 16-year-old's body.

When I was finally 16, I hooked up with someone 5 years my age. When I came to uni, I hung out with ppl years older than me. It never felt awkward.

I guess being 'mature' is something I'm gonna be stuck with all my life.

If at my age now, I'm meant to squeal and act all coy etc, then I'm sorry, I'll NEVER be able to act my age.
If at my age now, I'm meant to walk awkwardly and be less self-confident about myself, then I'll never be able to do it.

Why can't I just look my age for once??

I'm REALLY worried that when I'm 30, I'll look 40.

Vanity, vanity, vanity...

CRAP!

Sometimes i think that its good what comes out of thigns so that you know what comes ou t of things. i think i dont know what i'm talking about and thus and writing crap. i'm allowing my hands to type freestyle without thinking if sentences make sense. that's how i am with doodling. doodle is my free-time past time. i write down the first word i hear or think right after the next word is done. it doesnt make sense most of the time, but amuses alex, carmen and chris a lot. i wonder if that's any hint of creativity i have. who am i to kid? i'm taking increasingly long showers as it gets colder. its a solace for me from the cold weather. its probably not good since hot water dehydrates my skin and makes me crazy. zoe just screamed. i think korea must've scored another goal. i'll go check whats happening and will not come back to blog. it was good to take the dump out on you. i dont think you really read what i wrote anyway. if you did, then you know that you're really bored and have nothing to do. loser. man, wats up with me today? alrite i should go now. tarahhhhhh.


Edit : Man, i just reread what I wrote and realised I make no sense whatsoever.

AUSTRALIA KICKS ARSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


3-1 Baby!!!!!!!!



1st Half
Chris came full on with a yellow sweatshirt, and when he couldn't find anything green to wear, he took Alex's GREEN sleeping bag to hold on to. Talk about being CUCKOOO!

Chris and Alex were full on criticising the Japanese players. Every fall they took was a fake. Swear words were thrown about liberally. They were FULL ON cheering for Australia.

Carmen and I supported Japan for fun just to piss Chris off.


2nd Half
Chris' morale was low..
Carmen still on with her random remarks..
Alex was dissing the Japanese players..
I was falling zzzzzzzzz.....


"Man, if they win this match.. I'm gonna go out and buy the Socceroos shirt tomorow!" said I.


They went on to stun me in the last 10 mins of the game!
Pretty good shit, man!

Looks like I'm going shopping tomoro!!!




Cars are still blaring their honks on the streets now!
Ahh..never have honks sounded so melodious to my ears...

Carmen's coming over! Yay!

I just remembered I still had pics to post back from here when I went to Space with Alex, Pinky, Carmen, John and Peter.





Pinky is so pretty that when she was walking downstairs at Hungry Jacks, a few gazillion guys turned their heads to look.





Carmen Lee fun facts!!








As you probably can see.. John and Carmen are the wackiest posers!


Alrite, I'd better stop being super happy when talking about Carmen now b4 this site turns into an 'I LOVE CARMEN' site and me starting to sound like a les..

hmmm.. Come to think of it, I'm ALWAYS happy when Carmen comes over.
Is she my subconscious boyfriend substitute here?
Can it be..?
No...
but.. can it..
No..
then why..
NO!

Haha.. just playin with ya!
I'm straight!
As straight as a winding crookedy road can be! Er.. I mean..

*looks at ceiling*

F1's on tonight. But I think it'd be overshadowed by the World Cup matches. I'll still watch it anyway, even if no one wants to watch it with me!



I can't believe I overslept and missed the FIREWORKS DISPLAY at Darling Harbour! Urghhhh!!!!

Friends I have.

Another wet gloomy rainy day today. Damn emo. Woke up with a heavy depressing feeling.

When I was over at Alex's place, I offered to vacuum his room after I had lunch.

There's something therapeutic about vacuuming, or sweeping the floor.
I like watching how everything gets sucked up into that vacuum cleaner, leaving the floor clean and spotless again. If only life was like that.

Funny how I offered to vacuum HIS room when I hardly ever do mine!

I plopped myself in front of his comp after vacuuming his room, ignoring the bunch of ppl sitting and talking merrily outside in the living room. That, in itself is a strange manifestation of my usually springy sunny demeanour.

I started chatting to Carmen on MSN.

In her bid to cheer me up,
she told me to get a cup,
go to the fridge,
scoop some ice-cream,
go to the cabinet right next to the stove,
look for cocoa,
sprinkle some on top of the ice-cream
and EAT!

Unfortch, I was too weighed down (emotionally! I'm not THAT fat) that I didn't even wanna do that. I told her that and continued chatting about other things.

A few minutes later...

Alex came in to check on me, bringing along with him a bowl of vanilla ice cream sprinkled with cocoa powder.

I knew it was Carmen's doing coz Alex can't possibly be that nice.

I was so touched!! Already damn emo before that.. and that gesture of care and concern moved me even more! My eyes were seriously welling up with tears.

It was such a sweet SWEET gesture. Especially sweet when you're down and emo-ing.

Thanks CARMEN dear!!!



*hugz*

Mamak Night

Since we Malaysians over here are deprived of one of our very important Malaysian culture.. SUAMS decided to make a night for us all to feel at home again!

Introducing MAMAK NIGHT!

Since I packed my Punjabi suit all the way from Malaysia, I thought it wise to put it to SOME use! I had a Cheongsam too, but I can't possibly wear a thin piece of knee-length dress during winter to an outdoor event!

So Punjabi suit it is!



On the way there, I told Alex I feel like a walking sun.


Punjabi suit was a present from J. So obviously, it holds very sentimental values. Wearing it tonight reminded me fondly of him. I miss him.




Honestly, I tell you, when you mention the name 'Joana', EVERYONE in SUV knows who you're talking about! She's seriously THAT hawt! There are like a gazillion guys after her at the same time right now!!!



Paul is Punjabi. I didn't know. When he saw me, he was like "Yeah! Punjabi suit rox!". I didn't think he said that BECOZ he's Punjabi. I thought it was a passing statement until we sat down and chatted after the event.

Yea, I'm quite the blur sometimes..








Of course, how could I forget...picture of my food...



I actually forgot to take a picture, til I was almost halfway through ie plate was messy with half-eaten food which does not equal a good picture!


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Get out of the way! EMERGENCY!

It sucks when you need to go get 'emergency' props when you bump into your friends and housemate on the way out, especially when you're in just a singlet (or as the Americans call it, 'wife-beater').

Like C****.


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Shower

Waiting for Alex to finish taking his shower so that we can go to The Well to grab lunch. I tell you, I'm over at their place so often, its not funny. At least once a day! And its not like just for 1 or 2 mins. It's hours at a time!

Signs that I'm over at their place too much..

1) Their housemates just resign to the fact that they have one extra housemate. When I see them around uni, etc, we even stop and chat, eventhough we're just on a hi-bye basis at home since they hardly come out of their rooms.

2) Seeing Chris and Alex in their boxers is a norm. Like, Alex just came out of the shower in his boxers to grab a call. It's sexy and its grey. *wink*

3) I find some of my cutlery here, and I totally forgot how they got here in the first place.

'Hey! One of your housemates has the same spoon that I lost! The one with the flowery handle! Oh wait.. is that MINE???!?!!'


4) The only person who ever uses the tv is ME!

5) I change toilet rolls for them.

6) I know where the condiments and food-stuff are.

Alrite, gotta run.. Alex is done.. gotta go have lunch! hungry shit!

Quote of the day!
You're like.. school in July - NO CLASS!!!
-ever.so.wacky.Carmen Lee


Lesson of the day!
Never paint nails before doing the laundry (even if its 2 hrs before!) because it'll get chipped anyway!


Discovery of the day!
The new addition of 24 hangers to my rapidly growing family is not sufficient.


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Batteries dead.

Its 4.13 am and I'm still awake. I came back from doing my laundry about half an hour ago. Weird time to do laundry, but it's much cheaper actually.. so yea! Besides, a couple of hours spent with the ever-so-wacky-Carmen and Mike seem like just a fleeting second.

Carmen's now recharging her batteries in the sleeping bag on the floor right next to my bed.

For some reason, I can't sleep.. I know I should be taking my shower now to get ready for bed.. but I can't quite bring myself to it..

Many reasons for that, but I still don't feel comfortable writing about personal feelings in my blog.

I wish I had an outlet for everything.
I should immerse myself in my hobby..

Sorry, but I don't think shopping qualifies as a hobby!
I can almost you say!

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GUESS top

When I went to Melbourne, I happened to chance upon this gorgeous long-sleeved V-neck black top with emblazoned diamontes spelling the word 'Guess' over it.

I didn't buy it coz it was my first day there, and I didn't wanna spend $99 already!

I took a really bad pic (was on the phone with J) of it for remembrance.
I had a feeling I was gonna forget all about it/never gonna buy it.. but I forgot about the picture ANYWAYZ... so what's the point right?



A couple of months after that, I was doing my grocery shopping in Coles when I was distracted by this tall GORGEOUS girl..

'Lo and behold.. she was wearing THE Guess top!!!

She made it look SOOOOO good, with her extremely toned body + proportionate figure..
I was glad I never bought that top! Else I'd be so jealous over how good she looks in it that I'll go home and rip mine apart!

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Bus Drivers

I sometimes question the license-ship of bus drivers here in Sydney.

Just today..

I was walking back from uni (against the flow of traffic) and saw that a bus driver was glancing my way.
Oh well, he could just very well be looking at the magnificent sandstone building behind me!
But as I walked on, he continued glancing my way, slowly turning his head 90 degrees from the direction he's supposed to be concentrating on!

Wtf??

Last I remembered, birds had panaromic vision, not HUMANS!!!!!

Anyway, thinking that just ONE bus driver didn't exactly represent the WHOLE bus drivers' community, I looked at the bus right behind it..

And what was the bus driver doing??


Any guesses??


He was reading his newspaper..while driving!
His newspaper was like beside him, so he had to turn a good way to look at it!

O_o


Well, I didn't hear any crash, so I assume that everything was alright..

Hahaha.. imagine if they did, though..
then I'd be the face that launched a thousand crashes crash!!
Cheh..

Hmmm..maybe bus drivers here have X-Men powers where they have eyes that can look everywhere!
Now everyone say this with me 'OOOOoooooooooooooo....'

Oh, right! how could I forget??
X-men super vision PLUS another very important super power which most guys dont have..

MULTI-TASKING!!

:D

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Fuzzy wuzzy feeling


Don't you ever get that sometimes, when you receive long e-mails from acquaintances and friends?

I do!

Just got one today from my cousin, telling me about her wedding plans etc..
Can't wait to go back in Nov for her wedding!!!

Its like a SUPERLONG foreplay of about 5 months before climaxing on the 17th of December!!!

Bliss.

Sunshine came out to play today!!!

He prodded me while I was still lying in bed.

'Shuen! Get up! I wanna play with you! Quick!! Before mummy wants me home again!', he said.
'Hrrrmmphhh...Iwannasleep', I mumbled as I turned my head the other side.
'Get up! Get up! Come play with me in the park!'
'...ok..ok..I'll get up'

I opened one eye lazily.
He smiled.
I walked towards my window and gave him a BIG hug!
He beamed.
*I* smiled.

Ahhh the bliss of seeing my friend, Sunshine!

' I'm sorry I really can't go out to the park today. My exams are coming and I need to start studying,' I told him gently.
' But..I wanna play! I wanna play!' he retorted.
' I can't go to the park, but I'll study where you can see me. At least we can still enjoy each other's company!'
'Alrite, alrite.. But after exams, you promise to come out to play in the park with me?'
'YUP!!!'

With that, he happily accompanied me for more than 2 hours.

2 hours of happiness for me.
2 hours of pure sunshine and joy.

Then he had to go home.

Leaving me to slave away all by my lonesome with my books while it rained.

gosh.. I think too much studying has made me a little cuckoo..

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Stewpid.


Jay called when I was writing about Sunshine.

'What you writing about?' he asked
'I'm writing about my friend who came out to play', I mumbled, distracted.
'What?'
'..I'm writing about my friend who came out to play with me today!'
'Who?'
'Sunshine!'
'Who??!!'
'Sunshine!!!'
'Who's that?'
'My friend, Sunshine..who came out to play with me today!' I damn patient.. repeated myself so many times.. :)
'urhgajs.. Who's that la?' *thinks* Why havent I heard of this name before? *
'SUNSHINE!!!'
'Who's tha... *pause*.. *quiet voice* ohhhhhhhhh.. ok..'
'HAHAHHAHHAHHAHHAHHAA!!!!!!!!!'

He seriously thought I had a friend called Sunshine! And asked me about Sunshine for a good minute or two!

Dumbo!!!

:P

Hahahha

See... I wrote about you OK! :P

:(


Its been raining everyday and its making me seriously depressed.



I want a hug, a real hug.

Arms that wrap around me, warm me, comfort me.. bringing me away from this cold real world just for that moment. An embrace which allows my head to bury deep into the warmth of another human body, a resting place for that moment, away from all the stress and emotions of this world. A place where I can feel safe and protected..safe and protected from everyone and everything else that might harm me.

I look strong. I look tough. I seem mature for my age. But really, I'm just a little girl, longing not for all the burden entrusted upon me.

I'm a little girl who wants to live in a world of sunshine, not rain.. a world of butterflies, not maggots.. a world of rainbows, not rain.. I want to live in a world of innocence, without jealousy, rage, malice, jeopardy, lies and deceit. I want to go back to days of being a small girl with pigtails, who cares naught of anything else but playing in the fields with her friends.

A child's love is pure.
A child's smile is genuine.
A child's hug is honest.
Why can't I be a child again?


I want a hug, a real hug.