FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SURPRISED
HAPPY
RELAXED
UPSET
SURPRISED
GLITCH
HAPPY
GLITCH
UPSET
FURIOUS
UPSET

..sleep..

Sigh, what a day.. thank you all, dears, for making everything possible. Glad I met everyone, and thank you for taking your time to come see me. Had a great time!

*sob* sigh *sob*

(using bro's Mac.. dont know where to find the features for different fonts and colours.. :( so bear with the following monotonous words.. trust me, my feelings are very much misrepresented! )

Thanks dears!!!

Was happily playing games wid Jian and Min Jie in Settlers when Krys and YY surprised me wid a choc cake+candle, accompanied by a 'happy bday' song!

Was really sweet, you two!! Thank you sooo much! :D

Hehe, btw, I guess we found our new 'hangout' for this summer break..



SETTLERS!!


Hehe.. when everyone called me up at 12, wishing me happy bday, I kept telling everyone I was playing games. It might sound like a funny thing, playing games, but that place near Atria is pretty cool.

RM 2.50 per person per hr. And they have LOTS of different games for you to play.

Trust me, as un-appealing as it may sound, its a LOT of fun! You might be surprised!


Oh yea..


A BIG THANK YOU to everyone who called me and sms me to wish me!!!

Sorry I was being a slightly ungrateful bugger, getting distracted by my game!

SORREEEEEEEE!!!!

Thank you all you guys again!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Home Sweet Home!!!

Back for bout 3 days now!
Was bz da whole of Sunday wid da wedding, church in the morning and Shangri-La at night.
Was bz whole of yesterday meeting up wid Jaysel, Krys and YY.

Krys reckoned my face looks bloated. :( . Never a good sign.

The food here is, as usual, amazing. The company, warm and so 'at home'. I love having my family and good food around.

Miss my internet though. I was 'stealing' wireless connection the last time I was back, but now my neighbour's moved out, so I don't have the luxury of operating from my laptop. I've got one brother on the comp 24/7 playing his computer games, and I have no idea how to operate my bro's Mac, so I've been left stranded without a comp.

At least I've sorta got a car to drive around in. Currently sharing my bro's Gen2. So at least that's good in a way! :)

But I have to say that though I've been back for only a few days, I'm already starting to feel suffocated wat with the tremendous cutdown in freedom and sudden increase in obligations + responsibilities. I spent the whole day running around doing some 'official' things. Holidays are never really holidays for me.

I guess I can never have everything at once.

In Australia, I lack certain luxuries(like getting hair treatments, facials, mani+pedicures), good food and certain friends.

In Malaysia, I lack freedom (and hence, partying+drinkin) and gain a huge amount of responsibilities + obligations (like, family stuff)(and church 3-5 times a week!) and certain friends.

Sigh. I wonder if I'm really gonna be looking forward to another 3 months here.

Just hoping for the best.

*fingers crossed*

Last time

Last time I'll be blogging from this seat, this table, this atmosphere for 3 and a half months.

Last time seeing my wonderful light, comfortable bed, messy wardrobe and decorated noticeboard for 3 and a half months.

Last time I'll be able to have complete freedom in 3 and a half months.

Just finished packing like 90% of my stuff. Gonna go online for the last time today and tomoro b4 putting everything into my bag. I'm so proud I could keep to the 20kg limit. Its plus plusss but I guess its acceptable. My room's in such a mess! I guess thats what happens when you're packing.

I'm going to miss Sydney. I'm going to miss Australia. I can't wait to go back, but at the same time, 3 months seem like a very very long time.

Anywayz.. I still cant wait to go back!

Friends in Malaysia.. CALL ME!!!

Phone No : 017-2687370 ..I think

And Smalls, really sorry about missing you on your trip here to Sydney.. but CALL ME when you're back k? ;)

Tina, ES, and all other Melbournians.. GOOD LUCK with your exams! Oh, and Chee Yoong too! :P

Mellie, don't stress over exams. It'll be over b4 you know it. Then you'll get to see me and I'll be a nuisance your life yet again..MUAHAHAHAHAaaaa

WK, I havent talked to you in AGES!!! So it'd be nice to hear from you once in a while OK!

Krys and YY.. I'm warning you I'll be back on the 18th November 2006. Go on, get a pen and pencil and take not of it. Coz, if possible, please tune to PG-13 stuff only OK?? I still small kid, you see. Don't want to see anything my mommy says I shouldnt. :P

To the rest of UK ppl.. Faster come back!

Hehe.. alrite, peace out ppl.. gonna go get sum shuteye!

Love and kisses to all! MUAKZ!!!

DONE!! FINITO!!

KAPUT!!

1 more day..and my exam'll be over
4 more days..and I'll be home sweet home

Finished all my Medical Science exams. Now waiting for my stupid Physics exam to come so I can get it over with.

Was gonna cut all my notes into half to use as scrap paper, but just before the blades came down on them, I stopped to think.. Maybe I should keep them.. you know, just in case I fail..

And so, my notes are still lying all over the place.

Withdrawals

My butt cant sit still.
My legs cant stop moving.
My hand cant stop shivering.
My mind cant stop wondering.
Esp about that wonderful dark brown bag I saw the other day at Stellino's.
And that white bag at GPC.

This is what happens when I haven't gone shopping in over a month!

2 more papers babey!
2 more papers and I'm free!

Counting down to the day I can go shopping.

Things to buy :
1)Red heels
2)White + Red bag
3)Shirt dress
4)Hinder CD for my bro
5)Belts
6)Accessories
7)MNG butterfly tank top

Man, these are the things I already have my eye on. Dare not think of what else I might want to pick up while browsing.

6 more days til I'm home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Only 6 more days to lose 3kgs! :(

My littlest bro commented on how my face looks 'bloated' in my recent pics. I can hear fat jokes from him right about when he sees me again. Sigh.

Drive myself Crazy

Man, I'm listening to that song by N Sync! It seemed like ages, the last time I saw that video, or even listened to the song! It was and I just found out, amazingly, IS still one of my favourite songs.

Its so soothing and for sad.

Need to so study now for my exam tomoro.

I read this blog once in a while, where my bro co-writes with 6 of his other friends. He hardly ever updates, but I just read one recent entry. He met up with some friends he hasnt met in like 7 years. I know for a fact that one of them was really pretty when she was younger, I couldn't fathom her beauty at this age now.

Another gloomy day. Its summer dammit! When will the weather be nice and warm again? Come out, sunshine!

I really should be stressed about my exams, but I'm looking forward more to going home to Msia. I miss home.

2 more weeks and counting, babey!!!!!!

Happy Bday Smalls!

You're the cutest, bubbliest girl I know. You say the most original things, sometimes I wonder what more goes around in that little brain of yours!

Faster get your bubbly ass here to Sydney! Can't wait til you come, babes!

Happy bday, darlz.. and enjoy it to the fullest!

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A hard covered book is soft on the inside.
A shiny red apple, worms on the inside.

Some things are not what they seem,
Some ppl, not what they look like.

Everything has a time and season.
Everything happens for a reason.

-Shuen-

Alina's Bday

Alina's got the sweetest smile ever! And she's really pretty too. She's apparently havent had a bday party since she was like 4 or something like that, so tho it was pretty close to the exams, I decided to go to her house for BBQ last Saturday.


Bday girl(right) with her younger sister.


Bday girl with best girlfriends, Melissa and Divya.


Group Photo! We were attempting to do the 'Eshan pose' with the eyes closed, and puckered lips. I was Eshan approved! yay! hehe


Me, Ingga, Varun and Paul








Paul thinks that girl in the middle's hot. Ingga and I reckon she's just alrite.








Ingga's Eye! :P

COUPLE TIME!!!


Andrew and Christine. She's a really sweet girl. They look really good together, don't you think?

and the SWEETEST couple photo EVER!!!!


Eshan and Melissa

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Any Given Sunday

Ever since I've heard this speech given by Al Pacino by his character in Any Given Sunday about 2 months ago on Zander's ipod, I've wanted to get it sooo badly.

Its one of the most inspirational speeches I've heard, EVER! It's the words, with the powerful delivery and background music that stirs you up.

I finally got that speech on my iTunes yesterday.

Which was good, coz it might just inspire me to study! :P

Words won't do it any justice, and you probably wouldn't bother readin it, but for those who want to know the geist of it, this is the 4 min speech by Al Pacino's character in Any Given Sunday.

'I dont know what to say really. Three minutes to the biggest battle of our professional lives. All comes down to today, and either, we heal as a team, or we're gonna crumble. Inch by inch, play by play. Until we're finished.We're in hell right now gentlemen. Believe me. And we can stay here, get the shit kicked out of us, or we can fight our way back into the light. We can climb outta hell... one inch at a time.

Now I can't do it for ya, I'm too old. I look around, I see these young faces and I think, I mean, I've made every wrong choice a middle-aged man can make. I've pissed away all my money, believe it or not. I chased off anyone who's ever loved me. And lately, I cant even stand the face I see in the mirror.

Y'know, when you get old in life, things get taken from you. I mean, that's part of life. But.. you only learn that when you start losing something. You find out life's this game of inches, so is football. Because in either game - life or football - the margin for error is so small.

I mean, one half a step too late or too early and you don't quite make it. One half second too slow, too fast and you don't quite catch it. The inches we need are everywhere around us.
They're in every break of the game, every minute, every second.

On this team we fight for that inch.
On this team we tear ourselves and everyone else around us to pieces for that inch.
We claw with our fingernails for that inch. Because we know when add up all those inches, that's gonna make the fucking difference between winning and losing!

Between living and dying!

I'll tell you this, in any fight it's the guy whose willing to die whose gonna win that inch. And I know, if I'm gonna have any life any more it's because I'm still willing to fight and die for that inch, because that's what living is, the six inches in front of your face. Now I can't make you do it. You've got to look at the guy next to you, look into his eyes. Now I think ya going to see a guy who will go that inch with you. Your gonna see a guy who will sacrifice himself for this team, because he knows when it comes down to it your gonna do the same for him. That's a team gentlemen, and either, we heal as a team, or we will die as individuals.

That's football guys, that's all it is. Now what are you gonna do?'

Got this from Sof's page.. decided to take the quiz to procrastinate summor.. hehe

You scored as Luxurious Upper Class. As a member of the upper class, you will always have the satisfaction that there are many underneath you to slave for your every need and want. Live the high life. Luxurious Upper Class 67% Upper middle Class 63% alternative 54% Middle Class 38% Lower Class 17% What Social Status are you? created with QuizFarm.com

Man, I don't think that is a good representation at all.

*Going to put up pics from Alina's bday soon.