Good morning..

There's so many things on my mind right now it's not even funny. To go or not to go. To be 'mature' or not to be.

Sometimes, it somehow feels like the older we get, the more that happiness eludes us. It slips through fingers so much easier, like running water. I laugh this minute, and I cry the next.

Oh when will this be a nice better place to live?? xo

Sinful new object of affection!!!!

Grr.. Not having a camera is such a pain in the arse! Its so hard to document my daily things nowadays, even more so when I love takin pics, esp for memory! sigh.. Anyone wants to donate a camera my way?? Any functional digital camera will do!!

Anyway.. the reason for the rant.. bought these babies, but with the tugging and pulling of the short webcam plus the non-existing flashlight and horrible lightings, these pics don't do them justice..

My new babies

OK, trust me, they look totally hot real life. Go check nine west for the real thing. Snake-skin pattern, with goldish plated shiny slim killer heels. To die for.

Was also looking at some Chanel sunnies, and LV bags+wallet. Gonna check out the Gucci wallets+bags as well. In dire need of some. Sigh.. man, if only these were the reason I drag myself to work. Actually, nah, the reason I drag myself to work worths way more than these.. but still, *heartache*!!!

Got my tailored dresses back today! Will need to go get black and white heels and a little light white cropped cardi.. any suggestions?

Hands on FIRE!!!!

My hands are currently blazing with a constant prickly heat thanks to waking up this morning with a sudden realisation that I wanted to cook today and then proceeded to chop a whole load of chilli to put into my tuna mix for the tuna sandwich.

Yesterday was a busy busy day.

Lunched and shopped with Ingga..Mae came all the way to my place by herself and I picked her up at the bus stop. Had coffee and cheesecake with the both of them before a reading.

It was Chris' 21st at night, but at the same time, my cousin was gonna be at The Bank just down King St...so basically, I was expected to be at two places at night. I went for a quick one at The Bank, hoping to finish off at Chris' party so I can just pop back into my room to pass out.

Said a quick hi and bye to Chris on my way out when his party was just starting, and by the time I got back to the party an hr and a half later, he was not there anymore. Poor guy passed out.

Quickly got myself a few cups of drinks to get myself a little buzzy.I don't know if its the fact that the punch was a lychee+goon+tequilla+etc mix (which tasted really good) or that I havent had drinks in FOREVER, but anyhow, it didn't take much to get me buzzed.

Anyhow, spent the time with Mae and Ingga, 2 fabulously wonderful girlfriends who provide quite the entertainment!!! VERY unfortunate that Mae had to go home. Seriously, Mae, you can come bunk!!! Anyway, will let some pics do the talking.

That was back at the party before we left to see Mae off to the bus stop.

Mae had to get cereal otherwise she'd starve the following day. We did what girls do best when there's a bus stop and ALL the time in the world!!!
Ingga looks SOOO CUTE here!!

Gotta love Mae!!! Look at that smile!! :)



Ingga and I headed back only to find the party dead. So we hung out with a whole bunch of ppl outside the party place. Here are a few of them.


The MU Fan.. The *newly single* Liverpool Fan.. The Non-Football Fan

The Cricket Fan

We decided to leave, and decided to mark it with our last few pics..
Ingga pout.

Shuen pout. Shuen should just leave the pouting to Ingga.

All smiles!!!!

I just came to a sad realization that I can pose so much better when I'm tipsy.

Obsession

A foolproof way to win money at the casino popped into my mind and I had to call everyone up to find a flaw with it.. apart from the fact that it takes hell lot of a time and money to actually make money.. I'm so excited! might see if I can experiment with it and find if it really works.. :P .. but i don't like gambling.. so I might let other ppl try it and see if it works..

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
MisComm

That was the theme for tonight. First, with a recipient of mine at my shift, Paul, about his one time at a really really good massage place. Secondly, with old friends over dinner.

I'm too tired to go over details.. its more of a note to myself just to remember what happened today.

What a night.

Busy with my work, and then was supposed to meet up with Andrew, Winnie and the lot, but I never got there. Instead, pushed forward the meeting with Sean(21st bday!), Vin, Sina so I didn't have to stay up real late.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Blabber blabber

I just got shushed in my lab just now by my demonstrator!

I was about to answer his question coz he wanted someone from 'THIS AREA' *points to my area* to answer it.

But when I opened my mouth he went..
'No, not you.. you've talked too much..'

O_o

I've never got shushed since.. FOREVER! Aren't they supposed to be happy they're actually getting a response? Coz I definitely can't stand the silence when no one bothers to answer during a discussion and I was only trying to guess answers (had no freakin idea what the prac today was about), so he can actually tell us the answers, everyone's happy, and we can all end early.

Thats probably like.. lazy person participation..

At least we had a good chuckle about it

Night blabber

Just felt like writing for a bit before I go to bed.

Another day gone. Just like that. Could've studied, could've done some homework. And yet again ended up wasting all my time doing nothing, going out, watching tellie.. where's the motivation?

Will be going back to labs and lectures. Which reminds me.. I never knew how comfortable my lecture seats were til I fell asleep in one the other day for a good hour. They're cushioned, and the shape fits just right. Felt quite rude falling asleep right in front of the lecturer. I was sitting right in the front row (I was late), under, or should I say, right in front of the lecturer's nose.. and I fell asleep all through his lecture! I'm having him again tomoro.. hope I keep my head upright and alert!

Wish me luck! I need lots of it!!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I feel like babysitting a cute little adorable good baby for a day.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ONE

That one hug when you need it most from someone who never hugs you is so significant.

Then when that hug becomes a routine, it sorta feels like a necessity.

And one day, when that person doesn't give you a hug, that one un-hugged day is again, very significant.

Funny how things work.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Ever Elusive Person


Photo taken last year at Hunter Valley

MR. SIEW CHEE YOONG has been found!!!

I had dinner at Makoto, Chatswood last night after my shift there. Was good to catch up, see a familiar face in unfamiliar territory. Only realised that Chatswood was close to CY's when I was buying the train ticket to get to my shift and saw the stops. The only shame was coz I thought about it so last minute, Amanda couldn't come.

Will probably catch up with the pair again sometime in these two weeks. It only just has to be a last minute call, apparently.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lovely weather

I never thought I'd ever say this but I've been loving it!

The weather's wet, and cold-ish.. absolutely love the temperature right now!!!! Love the idea of staying in my room with my warm lights, warm bed, good ole laptop and a hot cup of either hot choc or tea.. LOVELY!!!!!!!!

I might just curl up with a book. Maybe Sherwood's Human Physiology : From Cells to Systems!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A whole week of 21sts!

A party Friday night for Sean's 21st.
Another one on Saturday for Chris' 21st.
And if I remember right, Zoe's 21st is coming up either this week or next week.

I can't wait for a BIG 21st. Like one with a ball or a costume party or something. Now, THAT would be wicked!!!!