Tina Gospel

I've been introduced to this whole new world of tai-tainess.. haha.. thanks to TINA!!

What we did the other day consists of..
1)lunching with with our bfs, then
2)shopped around for a pair of red sexy shoes but kinda failed,
3)so we decided to pamper ourselves to manicure+pedicure+wax.
4)After which we went to Van Gogh for drinks + chat.

Since I've been here, I haven't had much time to really catch up with Tina since our alone time has been tremendously cut down and is now almost non-existent.

I really miss her.. :(

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What's happening?

I've been having weird sensations, and troubled dreams these few nights. I don't know why. I would've thought that I'd feel the total opposite, but for some strange reason, I'm feeling this way.

First, I dreamt that I had kids. And that, to me, is a total nightmare. I was freaked out, scared out of my mind! I woke up feeling soooo scared. I cant tell the future, but at this point of time, the notion of kids, whether now or in the future is a very scary thought.

Second dream I had was when I had my mom around all my friends. Started introducing them to my mom over casual chit chat. Then all of a sudden, she asks one of them about my 'sexualism'. What the hell is 'sexualism' anyway? I have no idea whether or not that word exists, but in my dream, it seemed to have perfect meaning/existence.

I've also had trouble falling asleep.

Someone help me.

*sob*